Imagine that – I just went to pop back into this blog that I started and haven’t updated since. Yet again, it’s Sunday evening at 5:16 pm and I have gotten nothing done in the last 48 hours. I watched Normal People for the first time (amazing!) but my apartment is a mess, laundry undone, meals unprepared and I’ve literally done no actionable achievements all weekend. At this level of productivity, I should have just gone for a hike! Or big walk. Literally anything.
beginning again
Imagine this… it’s Friday at 11 am, you’re in the office because you’re so panicked about work. You plan to get caught up this weekend because you’re so behind. By Monday morning, your to do list will be less full (and organized), you’ll be well rested and you’ll have gotten so much done this weekend.
Now, it’s Sunday night at 5:30 pm. None of the work is done. You’ve eaten shit all weekend. You’re in a mild panic about Monday and can’t mobilize to do anything. You literally haven’t done anything for two full days except go to the grocery store and take the trash out.
This is me. I’m not sure what’s wrong with me or why I’m so disorganized or why I can’t just work on projects or tasks instead of dwelling in my own anxiety and procrastination. This blog is an attempt to fix these issues.